well , its April 28th now .
tomorrow , i am 18 .
oh sure , how come i am this old ?
there's many things change in my 17 .
there's also hard life that keep me go on .
whether its wrong or right .
but now , i realized much .
what friends are really they , what enemies really they , haters , lovers , hypocrite , and so on .
its not just about how you really try to treat everyone honestly .
its about what they want to do about us .
even we are born and live as a honest people ever , but it doesn't need for them .
all they know its what they judge .
how hard you try realized them , i think the result is based on them not based on you successfully .
because the owner of their mind is them , so they have big rights for what they have to do with it .
for sure , i really unsatisfied with many people thinks .
did they really feel the were God ?
so how could they judge many people they don't even know by themselves ?
okay , i should call people like this with PERFECT tittle !
however , my life getting better by this .
if its only we can judge every time , its mean keep your smiles and dress well every time .
after struggling for many bad-hard-condition of life , I've become stronger now .
its really nothing to say about haters who always keep talking about your business .
from that's one year , from trembling till stable .
from "stupid" till "success" .
from childish till grown .
every little things in you life , that's really something God gives you to know .
to CHANGE if its wrong .
to REPAIR if its doesn't match .
to be a better person .
really , thx God , now i can stand with this brave .
thanks for give me many lesson in my 17 :)
for many "bestfriend" .
but sometimes you just know , what kind of best friend suite you a lot .
what kind of best friends keep you alive and positive .
thanks for my 12 ipa 2 .
even though I'm new , sometimes you know me aloooot !
thanks for all the lesson you guys gave me :)
thanks for being my last class .
thanks :)
God , even though i doesn't have boyfriend in my 18 (i really hope that i have for sure) just show me the way its positive or not .
i need a guy that suite me alot even if not now .
i know you always gave me your best :)
God , if its possible , would you give me more suitable condition ?
i'm going to college after this .
i really want to find up my own money , so i couldn't waste my parents money .
God , would you give me more patient ?
so I can be cool and calm person :)
I'll try my best , really !
God , give me your happiness ever after :)
maybe I'm not that person who can keeps smiley every time , but if its happiness with me , I can feel more comfort and really thanksfull to you :)
THANKS GOD I'M 18 NOW :)
