SICKS .

well . holaaaaa my blog .
its been a while I'm not touch you .
you're unreachable now since I'm move out from home because some renovation there .
many things happen you know .
like a fool , I'm lost .
you know what's friend are ?
they make me so SAD .
once , I believe 'em much , once , she broke just like that .
I'm sure you still remember about the sky I'm wrote here last view months ago .
he's gone now .
he's in a relationship now .
with my friends .
friends who always by my side .
friends who always I tried to be her best .
friends where I share with .
friends where I hang out with .
CLOSE FRIENDS .
is it must i replay ?
CLOSE FRIENDS .

do you know what i wish ?
i really wish that day , when I laugh with her , I told her 'bout my heart , its never happen .
its killing me softly .
with all this pain her drawn on me .
could she realize how sicks it ?
how her really close friends betrayed her for an 'boyfriend' .

COULD SHE FEEL IT ?

no . she never .
i hope so , i hope in her life's , she never ever feel it .
cause it just too much pain .
too much .

whoaa !

do you know how down me right now ?
me need something , something that can fixed it all .
but there's , nothing .
nothing could fixed it up .
cause it just happened , and its already broke .
however we tried hard to make it back , like before , there still something strange .
there still something looks , unusual .

now , me really try hard .
try hard to forget , forgive .
but , it just too much .
am I too meant ?
why she could doing this to me ?

i really hope , someday , God proved to me .
that my life's , will be awesome with this kinda of experience .
me grow up perfectly :)

I believe , God must have something to show :)

for all the times in my life , all I have , all I had , thanks God .
me love you deeply <3